dark room

For my whole life
I've been living
In a dark room
a dark room full of nothing
Full of living shadows.
And I'm lockdown here
Since that I remember
With my hands and arms
And legs and feet tied on the ground
I can't move

I think I don't want to
I'm scared about the view
The smell

The forms
Part of me just want to get out
But another part wants to stand down here
I pass my time here waiting
And what I'm waiting for, I have no idea
But I wait
And wait
And wait
I think I'm good with it
For my whole life

I've been living
In a dark room
And don't you dare to ask me to come outside
I've been here for too long
I'm not in a dark room

I am the dark room.


Help me.